It's time for a new change in my life.

Over the past almost year I have been working hard on getting back in track just like they should have been for me before, having not jumped of my path for a while. In August I started a IB school and have been a IBDP student up until now when I will have to stop because I am moving back to they US. Yes you heard me right I am moving back home and I am nervous and excited both at the same time. I am planing on leaving soon as within the next month or so and will be moved up to where I am going to live by June. Before June though I will be working hard on getting my GED and job/ jobs. So that I can get my own place and pay for college :) Yes I will be going off to college very soon and I am very excited for that. At the same time though I will be missing my school and friends over here. Even though the past 8 months have been hard and exhausting, I have been very grateful for the chance to have been it this awesome program at this school. Having met the most wonderful people from also multi-culture families/ backgrounds. Looking back on this journey I wouldn't have changed it for the world, ok well maybe just have tried to find a school like this sooner :)

P.S. I am going to culinary school :) and I think its time the name of my blog changes I am not so lost any more :)

the last 6 or so months

Alot has happened. Since last time I posted.

 I moved out in December.
 Moved back in in Febuary
Moved with my family in March
Dropped out of school.
Was forced back into school.
Changed schools.
Applied for a new school
Changed my whole life plan
Was excepeted into the new school of which I start in August
In October I applyed to stay in Denmark and still haven't heard back from anyone.
I am in a very deep depression.
and well everything seems to be going wrong in my life,

Things have been changing

I have been writing many blog post, but none of them ever end up being posted so I just wanted to say that things have been changing and I will post each and every one of those post as soon as I can get to them and get them done. :)

I have moved in.......

I have finally moved in. :) It took two days to get the 2 car loads and 1 car and trailer load the 45 minutes down the road and moved in and around 6 hours of unpacking for me. :s Living by myself is nice but its sometimes lonley with nothing to do except watch T.V. , play on the computer and sleep. During the weekend that I started off my boring Friday and started thinking about what my Saturday would bring. Homework, cleaning, sleeping. Nope Saturday morning my parents called and asked me if I could come and get the last of my stuff and then when me and Søren where done with the first load they asked if I was could stay the night. It's nice to see my sisters and Makayla gets broken up every time I would walk out the door even if it was just to go to the store.
Now I have to wait for 2 weeks to see her again :)

Mid November post.

Life has been busy and complicated for me the last few weeks though my mother would probably say different. She would say that I am a lazy teenager and that I never do anything. Well I think different and thats all that matters right.

Well I have been packing and I only have a few different thing to do before I move.

I have been going to the gym although I don't know if it has made any difference because I haven't weighed myself since after my trip to Dublin.

I start back to driving lessons this week which will add one more activity to my week.

I have been looking for a job and writing applications or as my mother calls it sitting in my room on the computer doing nothing.

I am so tired of my school I could scream! I really never I could hate a school as much as I do mine which is crazy. Therefor I am looking into/applying for the new IB line which is going to take even more work from me which I think I will be able to handle.

I think I have finally found out what I am going to do which is a good thing but I think makes me sad because I have to give up my dream job. Its something that I have to do though to be able to take care of myself later in life.

I have been trying to relax, because I can't sleep at night which isn't helping my moodiness. I think I just have so much on my mind that I just can't get any real rest. You can really have a problem when you dream that your parents are telling you to get a job.

Moving out post

You know how when you are little you always dream about the day that you move out as soon as your 18. Then as you get older you understand that responsibility of the situation and  you don't think that you will be able to handle it yourself or as soon as you thought. Well its my time to figure out if I am up to the task of living by myself. I have signed all of the papers and I get the keys to my new apartment on the 1st of December.

My 18th Birthday.

The 24th was my 18th birthday. After all of theses years of waiting for this day it was just like any other day in my life except I kept getting gifts. I guess that what happens as you as you get older. Holidays and birthdays don't feel the same to you anymore.

I had a great birthday weekend. Probably the best birthday that I have had in many years. My parents threw me a surprise party Saturday at our house and my closest friends came over and Sørens parents and there spouses where there. Our family friends aka (Makayla's godfather and his cake goddess of a wife came and brought me my cake)

Sunday Sørens friend came over for early dinner and so did of family friend Lars and his kiddios it was a nice relaxing day without a lot if excitement.